Will it or will not?

i seriously did a mistake.remember i told u all that u tripped 4 friggin times?well,i din tell the other half of the story.and i got myself in trouble.cause i might be banned from basketball.okay,i was placed to do lay ups for my team.so im always lay uping.and there's this girl in st.hilda's,her name is Tifanny.she's guarding me.and i got the ball,so i wanted to lay up.she PUT HER LEG RIGHT IN FRONT ME.i tripped and bang on the floor.i bit m y own lip,which made it bleed badly.

i got so pissed,i stand up and straight pushed her real hard til she fall back on the floor.every1 started blaming me for making problems.but my coach helped me out.she explained to every1 that she saw everything that happened.i was taken out of the game for 5mins,then put in back.so am i gonna be banned?while the chick got taken of the game.and never got put in back.

many people said that i should tell the referee.BUT HE SAW IT!yet he did do nothing.what can i do?fight for myself?or let it happen?of course i fought for my pride.but i regret doing that tho.its only making things worst.till now,my lip still hurts.im gonna get the results by thursday,whether im banned from playing or not ;(

xoxo,
PeanutBea.

RawkOn

im in love with a taiwan chinese drama.at first i thought it was those type of lala show.so i din bother watching it.but thanks to my beautiful erjie,who showed me the cd.i didnt bother tho.i just kept on watching desperate housewives.then she just stop it,put on the cd and play it.then i was like ''oi,what u doing lah'' but but but,OMFG.the show is soo awesome.err,i dunno whats the show called in chinese,too hard to remember ;p its ''hana kimi."

ella from s.h.e and 2 guys from fahrenheit is acting in it.
OMFG OMFG,ZUAO YI QUAN IS SOOOOO CUTE!
but,XUI YI IS CUTERRRRR ;)
i mean,yesh,their hair is lala,but thank god they dont dress or act like one.cause me and my bro has serious BIG ISSUES on lalas.no offence.
and and,im too despo,so i spend 1 hour waiting for it to load in youtube.well,my net is slow wert.bahhh.
ZUO YI QUAN & XUI YI IS SO SO CUTE;)

makan makan

look look!the food my hostmum made.its err,sumthing.BUT IT TASTE EFFING GOOOOOD ;)

tadaaaa!shiny clean bebeh ;)

my dinerrr!

st.hilda

aomeone effing stole my dam school shoes.we had PE last period,and we were in G71 changing room;9ML and 9TA were in there,so its blady packed.and I LOST MY DAM SHOES!someone must have accidently took it or STOLE it.so i had to wear normal streetwear sheos.every1 was like ''bea bea,notty notty,where are ur shoes?''LOL.neway,today was the first day of exams.we had social studies,textiles and science.fuck that was hard.i skip quite alot of questions tho.and i fall asleep during the science test.my frens all woke me up and started laughing.LOL

and and,sumthing happened in school today.okay,the toilet was packed with people today.cause there's is a senior girl with her 3 frens inside,me and my 2 frens,and a whole group of people there.rozana and melissa was crying,and bout like 6 person were comforting here.saying some1 dumped her or sumthing.then another girl(girl A) comes in.and its really packed,so she canot really go in,so she just bang through a senior girl(girl B) and go wash her hands.then,girl B was realy angry,go to her and push her real hard and say ''u dont fucking come in and bang me bitch." and went back to the dry hand thingi.then girl A went to the dry hang thingi,she wasnted to use it,and said excuse me.then girl B said ''fucking make me''.LMAO!i was like practically laughing the whole way.

asusual,everyday there's bkb.this time,we're playing with st.hilda's.ish ish.they were kinda rough and tall.we lost this week tho.and MY ASS EFFING HURTS!i tripped 4 FRIGGIN TIMES!cause we all played really rough cause we were losing.and i got 4 fouls.the amania(coach)told me to calm down.LOL