Sunday, May 25, 2008

school my fuck

i seriously don't know what i did.i mean,i drank only a few bottles of beer.is that wrong?my trying-to-be-smart-ass school send an email to my mum saying i'm drinking and is being mislead to the wrong pathway and yadayadayada.like excuse me,have you ever caught be drinking?fucked up school that made me mum freaking worried.her head was about to blew when she read it.the first thing she said was "i dam disappointed in you.i'm coming to nz."

i will tell you what happen next soon.till then,i'm grounded for a month.
WATTHEKUKUBIRD.

the boy that's legal.

HAPPY BITHDAY,ONG KAI SEN!

i'm sorry i couldn't call you or sms you.i got no money on my phone.well,i tried onlining,but my instinct told me you're definitely not gonna be online.i hope you had a great time yesterday.18th birthday,a very big thing.

This guy is great,beyond the word great.i've known him since last year december.He has this great sense of humor which always intend to make me laugh.He claims I'm stupid,but obviously he's stupider. =p

well ong kai sen,happy legal birthday. =)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

OldTimes.

look what i found!you guys would be happy to see this.i cracked up laughing.
good times good times.=)



Magician!


Ghost!





Magician!





i'm not sure whether we still are or not.i understand each and everyone of us have our different pathways to go to.but to be frank,i hope we still do stay the same way.don't tell me you guys just forgot everything we've had for the pass years?i know some of you have already put us as god knows what in your priority.i hope this videos actually remind you guys bout some stuffs. =)

Monday, May 12, 2008

Rumors stuck in your ass.

have i mentioned how bitchy you can be?
OH,SCREW YOU BITCH.
i am not a playgirl,i do not play people.
unlike you,i actually have values.pride is an importance.

STOP BEING SO DESPERATE AND GET A LIFE,*****.

mid term

Have i also mentioned bout my mid terms?
fuckinghell,it's in 3 weeks.
yes,very soon.very very very soon.
i will calm myself down.

MID TERMMMMMMMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
*screams*

a Boy really can do it.

i used to think all guys think about is sex,money,chicks.what else is wandering in their mind?this is the question asked.

a guy who would do anything for a girl,will definitely touches her heart.obviously,girls will not make a move.we're girls,that is just how we deal.so guys,you know what to do right?if you don't.go get a book to help you with,i suggest.

let me explain.this is an example.

Mark,a super cute guy,who people say he's a playboy and so it is.Sarah,a normal ordinary girl who's friends with him.and do not believe what others have to say because she is not the person who judges people before knowing them.he likes her,and tries everything to get her.including stopping smokes.
isn't that just an impossible thing to do?you need a lot of determination and will power.and seriously,ALOT.a guy who smokes 15 sticks or ciggies a day.do u think its possible to stop?Sarah didn't.Hence,all she said to him was. "if you really do stop,I'll be with you.if not,don't even bother." pretty harsh?yes,i have to admit.
then again,Mark used that sentence as his guideline to temptation.i actually think he's really serious bout this.Mark also did something really special.he invited Sarah to his house for dinner.
Sarah took 5 steps into the house.wearing her chanel boots with casual dressing.to plus with,a very stoned looking face.candles were all around the living room.dinner on the table,waiting to be served.nothing special,i have to say.spaghetti with bolognse.
What is your reaction if you were to be Sarah?yes,thats exactly how she felt.honestly,who wouldn't be touched by all this effort he has put on.the thing is,she's only afraid he's playing with her.because to what she know,he do not have a very good reputation here.and to add the fact that he's in university,which aka has the most leng luis here,is not something to be happy about.
what surprised her was,everything she was worrying about,he was worried twice more.he hates her talking or texting some guys.the colour of his face changes everytime a guy texts her.What a relief.

so,after reading this story.what can you say?

i am actually pretty surprise myself.i never thought a guy would do this for a girl.
i am joyous. =)

Consideration.

sorry for neglecting my blog,once again.i have no intentions of leaving you with empytness in your brain.so much drama has been going on.too long to actually explain.then again,i will summarize it there were ups and downs happening in my daily life.one problem after another.oh lord,save me.i have no idea what to do anymore.

Monday, May 05, 2008

nooooooo!

Lastly,I DO NOT SMOKE.
read my lips,I DO NOT SMOKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

Abandoned

i'm sorry i abandoned my blog for days.yes,i am sorry.thing's have been dreadful and horrendous.don't ask me why,please.i have been explaining this for gazillion times,continuously.have it ever occurred that 2 weeks just pass rapidly so quick?well,i have that feeling right now.

2 weeks of party,IS NOT ENOUGH,to be honest.

An unexpected and usually undesirable event landed on me.yes,you guessed it,i had a gargantuan fight with someone.this misfortune somehow managed to get my eyes teary and my mood swings seasoning.i was okay.actually,that wasn't entirely true,i was not okay.

guys,will be guys.that's all i have to say.
this is a fact that no one can change,not even god.

i just wana be gone from all these.thank god it was friday,the usual friday trybe night hangout with mates and parties.even if that escapism will only be a few hours.Refused to touch any alcohol although certain people wouldn't let me.you do not know how much i drank.i was pretty shock myself.let me guess,15 bottles i think.i thought i was tipsy.well,i actually was. To my horror,the next thing i know is,i'm drunk.i am still aware of what i am doing,thank god.

15 BOTTLES MAN! wah diuleiloumou.
well,actually,i think i drank more. =/

that was certainly enough for the day.hangover is something you wish you'll never have.trust me,it hurts.i had hangover 3 days continuously.and i feel so sick now.maybe i shouldn't be drinking that much aye?


Tina.
fern.
i think we drank a lil too much.

James!


Good night! =)

Thursday, May 01, 2008

TimeMachine

you said "you're the one for me." to me.does that mean anything?you said you were 100% sure about whats ought to happen.i opened my heart and let you in,and you said "we will last." yeah,we will,for 1 month got lah.you were everthing to me.i even got you your bithday present.i guess,we dont really need it anymore,do we?everything just went so wrong after what you said.i felt so lost.like as if i had nowhere to go.stranded in an alley.please guide me,can?you know what i need now?i want alcohol and cigarettes.I NEED IT.

talked to ah liang after that.know what?everything he said does actually make sense.

thanks liang,i know what to do now. =)