i apologize.

i understand that i have put you through a rough position. and that i am not making your life any easier as you grow. this should be the time where you feel more ease because we're getting older right?i really have no idea what have gotten into me. i know you just can't think of any reason why i've turned into this monster in me,eh? well,here's the truth to you. the only reason why i'm like this is because of him. again,i apologize for what i've done.