Will it or will not?

i seriously did a mistake.remember i told u all that u tripped 4 friggin times?well,i din tell the other half of the story.and i got myself in trouble.cause i might be banned from basketball.okay,i was placed to do lay ups for my team.so im always lay uping.and there's this girl in st.hilda's,her name is Tifanny.she's guarding me.and i got the ball,so i wanted to lay up.she PUT HER LEG RIGHT IN FRONT ME.i tripped and bang on the floor.i bit m y own lip,which made it bleed badly.

i got so pissed,i stand up and straight pushed her real hard til she fall back on the floor.every1 started blaming me for making problems.but my coach helped me out.she explained to every1 that she saw everything that happened.i was taken out of the game for 5mins,then put in back.so am i gonna be banned?while the chick got taken of the game.and never got put in back.

many people said that i should tell the referee.BUT HE SAW IT!yet he did do nothing.what can i do?fight for myself?or let it happen?of course i fought for my pride.but i regret doing that tho.its only making things worst.till now,my lip still hurts.im gonna get the results by thursday,whether im banned from playing or not ;(

xoxo,
PeanutBea.

RawkOn

im in love with a taiwan chinese drama.at first i thought it was those type of lala show.so i din bother watching it.but thanks to my beautiful erjie,who showed me the cd.i didnt bother tho.i just kept on watching desperate housewives.then she just stop it,put on the cd and play it.then i was like ''oi,what u doing lah'' but but but,OMFG.the show is soo awesome.err,i dunno whats the show called in chinese,too hard to remember ;p its ''hana kimi."

ella from s.h.e and 2 guys from fahrenheit is acting in it.
OMFG OMFG,ZUAO YI QUAN IS SOOOOO CUTE!
but,XUI YI IS CUTERRRRR ;)
i mean,yesh,their hair is lala,but thank god they dont dress or act like one.cause me and my bro has serious BIG ISSUES on lalas.no offence.
and and,im too despo,so i spend 1 hour waiting for it to load in youtube.well,my net is slow wert.bahhh.
ZUO YI QUAN & XUI YI IS SO SO CUTE;)

makan makan

look look!the food my hostmum made.its err,sumthing.BUT IT TASTE EFFING GOOOOOD ;)

tadaaaa!shiny clean bebeh ;)

my dinerrr!

st.hilda

aomeone effing stole my dam school shoes.we had PE last period,and we were in G71 changing room;9ML and 9TA were in there,so its blady packed.and I LOST MY DAM SHOES!someone must have accidently took it or STOLE it.so i had to wear normal streetwear sheos.every1 was like ''bea bea,notty notty,where are ur shoes?''LOL.neway,today was the first day of exams.we had social studies,textiles and science.fuck that was hard.i skip quite alot of questions tho.and i fall asleep during the science test.my frens all woke me up and started laughing.LOL

and and,sumthing happened in school today.okay,the toilet was packed with people today.cause there's is a senior girl with her 3 frens inside,me and my 2 frens,and a whole group of people there.rozana and melissa was crying,and bout like 6 person were comforting here.saying some1 dumped her or sumthing.then another girl(girl A) comes in.and its really packed,so she canot really go in,so she just bang through a senior girl(girl B) and go wash her hands.then,girl B was realy angry,go to her and push her real hard and say ''u dont fucking come in and bang me bitch." and went back to the dry hand thingi.then girl A went to the dry hang thingi,she wasnted to use it,and said excuse me.then girl B said ''fucking make me''.LMAO!i was like practically laughing the whole way.

asusual,everyday there's bkb.this time,we're playing with st.hilda's.ish ish.they were kinda rough and tall.we lost this week tho.and MY ASS EFFING HURTS!i tripped 4 FRIGGIN TIMES!cause we all played really rough cause we were losing.and i got 4 fouls.the amania(coach)told me to calm down.LOL

back

YAYY!i got my effing net back.urghh,i was effing desperate to get it back so i just bought a wiring thingi instead of getting my lappie fixed.BUT,helloooooo,IM BACK! ;P
neway,i joined aerobics.and im cracking my punani for doing stuns for it.i gotta do the split,and i kinda did it,but i have to do every night.and dang it hurts.im still in hip hop tho,but not often.cause "the Bitches'' are in there,so,nooooo.

and my dearest besties,Robyn,got into an accident.she was on the bike with her bf and went Ting-Tong-Tang with him/and ended up getting herself in trouble.dam i wish i was there.i would probably screw her ass up or riding motor and not being careful.im a few thousand km away from her and im effing worried.i seriously hope she gets well.LURVE YA BABEEEE! ;)

and my other babe,vii,is in trouble too.well,love problem actually.im having troubles trying to give her advice,LOL.but still,i'll help her.and i cant tel it out here tho,she'll kill me! ;p
neway,i gtg,got some shit exam coming up this friday.gotta effing study for it.IM ACTUALLY STUDYING! ;)

xoxo,
your mama ;)

fuckk

god damit.my effing net broke down.i cant blog nor check my frenster often.
bah,hate my lappie.i gotta get dunno what wiring shit to fix it. ish ish.
in the mean time,i wont be able to update so much.
SORRRRYYY! ;(

viva la bamm'

my precious.

i got a mp3/mp4.i dont reall know what is is.but i got my samsung k3.new released on 2007. ;)
i have and you dont,so boo hoo. ;D
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

queens,byebye.

WE WON QUEENS HIGH SCHOOL IN BASKETBALLLLLLL! ;DD OGHS rawks!
kylla:omg beaaaa,GOOD JOB!WE WONNNN.we so fucked their ass up.
rachel:NEXT WEEK NEXT WEEK!

GAHAHAHA!i so lurve the pp here;)

MUAHAAHHAAHHA!;P

ASSHOLE,HAHAHAHA <3

okay,we went out today,asusual,we met up,then we went to gg.com(cyber)to looked at daren play.it was a dota competitions.geez.but nerd couldnt take it cause it was hot,so we left.then,my mum wanted us to take pics and send it to her cause she have not seen our latest pic this week.in other words,she misses us.anyway,so we walked half of the town trying to find a spot which doesnt have much ppl around.you know lah,my bro doesnt like to be called ''poser''.and we did,sadly,it was the BOOK store.my bro greatest enemy.and we did get the picture of both and us and solo pics.but nerd got some ''help''.check out his pic ;)

nerd's favourite book. ;)

YAYYYYYYY

YAYYYYY!i finally got a awesome blogskin.but i didnt do it tho.
i dont know how.vii helped me out.THANKSSS VIII!lurve ya babe!MWAHSSS ;)

wtf wtf,VIIIIIIIIIIIII!
why did you use my blog to post that!
HAHAHAHA,i lurveee youu~
i will i will,december ;(

I'M SO SORRY ;(

omg omg,IM SOOOO SORRRY i abandon you guys. ;(

i've been really busy lately.got loads of craps to do.got badminton and basketball.

oh yeah,dance and and volleyball also.

geez,i wont have enough time to study tho.stupid mid year exams are up.3 more weeks.

i got a MERIT for my maths,i din expect to get excellence,but i hope so tho.ohh well. =/

yesterday was my interschool badminton games.my team won both doubles,3 singles but lost 1. =D

Violet was here.

HOHOHO. Don't tell Beatrice I'm using her blogger for fun, yeah. (:
Nothing to post here. I'm so fucking bored.

BEA, come backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!


- depressed ):

parcel

YAYYYYYY!i got my parcel already.from my mum.dang,she send tuns of food here.its like 80% food.geez,so much for ''please diet ok babe?''urghhhs.newayss,HAHAAHAH,im soo happy!i got loads of malaysia food,clothes and some stationary.BUT STILL NO BAK KUT TEH ;((

be that way then

i feel like as if im not important to him.like as if he dont care bout me.i stayed up till late night to have a chat with my friends and also to chat with him.and i finally got to chat with him today!which made me shine again.but then,it only lasted for a while.he's doing some other stuff and not bothered to chat with me.i do get it if he has stuffs to do and all,but i just feel like as if there's scratches in my heart.mayb im just thinking too much =/