Fear

i really dunno what am i so afraid of.

what am i so scared of.

what fears do i have upon you.

whats so great bout you?

thirdParty

"i've never stepped down for anyone.throughout years,i've kept my dignity and priderosity high up.Knowing that I love you so dearly,changed every points of view i have.Whats so great bout you?i never stepped down for you okay.i dun really care what people might say.

"just because you jual mahal,you think you dam great ar." - Very typical

1 year or maybe 2,who knows,5 also.so what?its still years.not enough meh?i only treat you diffrently.one and only you.so what you told be last time,meant nothing?those "dun worry,i only take 3 secs to tell 1 person i love you only." maybe i have not sacrifice much for you.but at least i went up to you.what did i get in return?i've tried all ways trying to forget you.ALL WAYS."

dun worry.this is definally not me.i where got that emo. =)

it's form a drama i've watched.

Kanasai

went A1 to play cs with kor kor,ju and jo today.
played dota with ju & jo.and got "tapao"ed kao kao.
i swear,im never ever ever ever playing dota with him again.Ever.
then i played cs with kor kor.
blardy hell.this wan i really pu suang ady lah.
i lost to him 15-14.He won me by 1 point.

FUGGIN 1 POINT.

then he kept doing that lame-o thing.that "loser,double loser,take a picture."
a uberly lame shit he created.then everytime he talks to me,he'll never once forget the word Loser at the back.

him:"loser,double loser,take a picture." *repeats*
me:eh,shut up can anot.if not,u get chicks urself.
him:ehhh,dun lah liddat.sorry lah loser.
me:okay,thats it.im not talking to u ever again.
him:eh,really sorry leh loser.what else u wan me to say?sorry lah loser.
me:cut the word loser out.
him:kay kay.Sorry laaaaaa......*quiets*...... LOSER.
me:what the fuck.you go away lah.your not my brother.ask u to cut it out dy right.
him:eh,cut out dy lah.new sentence dy lah.i pause for a while right.

OH,HE'S SUCH AN IDIOT.

hate him hate him hate him.

Trapped and nowhere to go

hols are over and back to school.

Nabeh.

ans the worst thing is, canot sleep in class.nor cani ponteng.

cause its the last term.which means,exams are ahead.

so,Studying comes first?dream on.

as if im gonna study.LOLL.