Trenches.

check the boots out.
$499
and that trench.
$655

want that top.

so should i buy?

TEST TEST TEST

I GOT PHYSICS AND MATHS TEST TOMORROW!

is there anyone out there that can help me?
i've been so busy partying all day,till i forgot to study.
i mean,maths is okay lah,i get it.
PHYSICS!What's what? and what's what what?

I CAN NOT FLUNK.or else,im dead.
OOOHMYFUCKENGOD.HELPHELPHELP.

Byebye

i can now say Byebye to my education.
adios,byebye,tata,toodles.

Social Studies,was unexpected.and that "dont worry.the paper's easy." bullshit from teacher.
it turned out to be harder than what we've thought.
2 hours paper,and not enough time for us to complete it.
- Who is the prime minister of NZ? oh yeah,like how am i suppose to know that.
- what country agreed to US for nuclear 'sumthing'? i put "i'll tell you later." LOL
- and the rest,you DONT wana know.

and science,easy but hard.
i can predict.wana see?

Physics - FAIL
Chemistry - FAIL
Biology - FAIL

Dream

i reckoned i have made up my mind,what i want to be.

a writer?
a journalist?
a lawyer?
a news reporter?

as you can see,everything above actually have common links.
it all regards to news and daily events that happens.i somhow found out i actually like to know what else is outside the world.

a writer,hmm,prolly not.my english ain't good enough.plus,im definally not creative.
journalis,thats a 50% yes.
lawyer,i'd love to fight for someone who's innocent.plus,i talk alot.and that helps.
news reporter,a big nono.those nosy 'dogs' following ppl and stalking them :

DEFINALLY NOT SUMTHING I WOULD LIKE TO DO.

oh,this sucks.i hate picking my careers. =/

Let it go

problems problems problems problems problems.

one after another.

i feel like im a Turtle.i may seem strong outside.

when you know inside,you're as soft as marshmallow.

what can i do to make it go away?

how can i stop it?

why am i always getting chaos?

bother lah.fucking annoying my goddamnlife.

thirdParty

"i've never stepped down for anyone.throughout years,i've kept my dignity and priderosity high up.Knowing that I love you so dearly,changed every points of view i have.Whats so great bout you?i never stepped down for you okay.i dun really care what people might say.

"just because you jual mahal,you think you dam great ar." - Very typical

1 year or maybe 2,who knows,5 also.so what?its still years.not enough meh?i only treat you diffrently.one and only you.so what you told be last time,meant nothing?those "dun worry,i only take 3 secs to tell 1 person i love you only." maybe i have not sacrifice much for you.but at least i went up to you.what did i get in return?i've tried all ways trying to forget you.ALL WAYS."

dun worry.this is definally not me.i where got that emo. =)

it's form a drama i've watched.

Trapped and nowhere to go

hols are over and back to school.

Nabeh.

ans the worst thing is, canot sleep in class.nor cani ponteng.

cause its the last term.which means,exams are ahead.

so,Studying comes first?dream on.

as if im gonna study.LOLL.

All for Nerd.

His birthday is tomorrow.

what to get for him?

a condom?nah.too common.

Pimples

okay,i think im seriously having pimple issues.

Oxy5 or Oxy10?

going through teenage life,SUCK.
oh my.

Sick.

nabeh.
i'm sick.Cough and Flu.sacre bleu!
i wanna cough but canot cough.cause there's those guey stuff stuck in my throat.
which refuses to come out,and i'll keep coughing till i cry.
babi.
suey lah.

ItsMakingMyHeadOuch.

Economics.blardey hell.

Have you ever get frust or stressed over some subject you're taking?well,i have.firstly,i almost fail add maths.cause i dont get s single shit going into my brains.second,I DUNNO HOW TO DO MY HOMEWORK. oh lord,kill me pls. :/

Creeps.

i know this may sound silly.but i need help.well,comments actually.on my essay.i got like 956 words so far.


dont laugh.dont be amazed either.


this is how it begins.


"Caz lives about ten minutes walk form the centre of town.Five minutes if you jog;but who the hell wants to jog?She also lives close enough to the river for the blue mists of spring and the grey fogs of autumn to haul themselves out,roll along the bank,climb over the backyard wall and reach cold,damp fingers into the house where she lives alone with her mum.

Just two girls together.Wouldnt that be a lil,awkward?nevermind.That's the way it has been since her dad ran off with the teenage baby-sitter when Caz was nine.apparently,mum said she was ''HOT''.yeah,hot.In the ass.'Actually,it's a relief.' is what Caz mum said at the time.But the smart house on the hill got sold property.The wooden windows-frames are rotten and the doors are draughty.Damp-mould peppers one wall of the kitchen.

If Caz's mum was a drunk,or a debt-head,or just a nasty-bitch-in-general,the it would be easy to blame her for some thingd Caz gets up to.The old i-didnt-had-a-childhood defence.The broken-home plea.Truth is,Caz's mother is nice as pie.Nice as pecan-with-fresh-cream-pie.Actually,she is better than any of it.She takes no shits,but ever since she first started living alone with Caz she's kept her heap up,worked hard to keep the house and been a good friend to Caz.

If you were the kind of person who held small things against people,here is just all you could say to her ; she sleeps like a pig.Snores like one,too.In fact,her snoring is like the sound of someone driving s whole herd of unruly pig to market.It's the pills.The ones her mum takes for depression.Okay,so maybe the little green and while pills help witht he mood swings,but they put her into a kind of fog.And when she's not in a fog she's sleeping deeply.Caz wonders if fogging and sleeping and snoring through life isn't more depressing than depression itself.

If there hadn't be any pills,Caz's mum wouldn't have been so given over to slumber.If she hadn't been lost in her underwater cavern of sleep,Caz wouldn't have been out doing the Crepy Thing.Caz has tested her mum sleeping.It is possible to slam doors,clang saucepans and ring bells in her ear without her once stirring.When her mum is gone,she is gone.......''


err,it continues alot more.neway,whatcha think?this is like the beginning.i know its alot of words.it's meant to be.so tell me whatcha think bout it.

msn,chatbox,friendster,comments.ANYTHING LAH! (:

ImHomeSick

i've been sick for 3 days.having the flu and a superb bad headache.

i know,that sucks.

but,i gotta stay at home.no work at all.isn't that a benefit?

and oh,basketball finals are tomorrow.and i've not been to training for 3 days.

oh gawd,im so gonna get screwed.

WHAT TO DO?!

i got physics & add maths tests coming up.WHAT TO DO LEH?!

i dont get a single shit im learning.it goes in and out my ear.

and and,i lost my notes.lol.

HELP HELP HELP!

Shit.Tell me I'm dumb.

does he actually know he hurt me alot?dont think so.honestly,i friggin hate missunderstandings.
i mean,i'm a girl.you dont expect me to do everything.girl girl girl.
how am i suppose to know?
im not angry at you,neither do i hate you.
its just,complicated lah.

Will it or will not?

i seriously did a mistake.remember i told u all that u tripped 4 friggin times?well,i din tell the other half of the story.and i got myself in trouble.cause i might be banned from basketball.okay,i was placed to do lay ups for my team.so im always lay uping.and there's this girl in st.hilda's,her name is Tifanny.she's guarding me.and i got the ball,so i wanted to lay up.she PUT HER LEG RIGHT IN FRONT ME.i tripped and bang on the floor.i bit m y own lip,which made it bleed badly.

i got so pissed,i stand up and straight pushed her real hard til she fall back on the floor.every1 started blaming me for making problems.but my coach helped me out.she explained to every1 that she saw everything that happened.i was taken out of the game for 5mins,then put in back.so am i gonna be banned?while the chick got taken of the game.and never got put in back.

many people said that i should tell the referee.BUT HE SAW IT!yet he did do nothing.what can i do?fight for myself?or let it happen?of course i fought for my pride.but i regret doing that tho.its only making things worst.till now,my lip still hurts.im gonna get the results by thursday,whether im banned from playing or not ;(

xoxo,
PeanutBea.